Daily grind!!

           Over slept cuz kids were quiet that should have been my first indicator to get up,,,, kids in to crap, house already looks awful then kids get in to crap and I'm left to clean that shit up alone since we all know redneck isn't going to do it so I have been cleaning non-stop since I got up at 11am yes I said that right 11.... Monkey had crawled in the bed with me sometime around 7 and went back to sleep, the big kids got up and got themselves some apples and granola to snack on and watched cartoons when I wasn't up by 9am they went to getting in to shit.          DramaQueen and Demon were sentenced to hell on earth i.e. They were told to clean their rooms or no outside time... DramaQueen quickly passed out on her bed and I took it on myself pulling a full size trash bag of toys and trash out of her room... Taking a break from the 2hour sorting and cleaning I played a little wow, but then eat a little something and went to tackle the boy's room. This in itself took me about an hour and I ended up having to go back through Toybox as Demon thought it would be a good idea just to shove everything in the Toybox... From trash, clothes, and old food to toys and broken toys to stuff he wasn't even supposed to have like my nail clippers that went missing 2 weeks ago... I am currently outside watching my babies play in the yard giggle about everything like they are high... I wish I had half their energy!!        On a side note I would like to say Happy Birthday to my dearly departed daddy Roy P. How I loved you daddy and miss you everyday. Today you would have been 64, next month you will be gone for 10 years.. Really doesn't seem like it's been this long but I guess time just passes fast when life gets in the way!        Life's to short to complain this much but if I don't vent somewhere I will explode... Redneck got up with me today but did nothing but watch tv.. So this has been the life of this condemned housewife goodnight and god bless.

Gamer Brain!

           So my week last week consisted of me staying up till 3 and 4 am playing World Of Warcraft up by 6am to go take son to school and get me to school. I have had such a emotional week. RedNeck has been successfully avoided me most of the week except for the 2 times we tried to have intimate relations, The first time he said his chest hurt and just quit... the second time it was less than 2 min and he was done and I was left like a used rag. He never tries to fix these situations which really leaves me feeling useless.

           I have also been sick with a virus most of the week and hurting like someone is stabbing me all week so I have been feeling like something was killing me on top of feeling utterly useless. I have not done any house work and my house looks awful an occational washing of a load of dishes or clothes and thats it all week. 

             My school work has been being done late, I am caught up on that which has been a nightmare. I have to make a excellent grade on my history paper before so I can at least pass that class.. I bombed my final in there... it doesnt help that he does not lecture and he barely goes over the book ever so how am I supposed to know what is on the test when I have never really seen the information. He says read your book but being a mother of 5 who is in 4 other classes besides his, I do not have time to read anything hardly and when I do have a little time all I wanna do is rest from all the school work. With my emotional feelings taking a tole on me I just don't want to do anything but avoid the world and play my WoW.... More to come later I have to get up and move the baby to the bed Break of Motherhood..........................................................................................................................................

2 hours later... moved Monkey off the floor, went to my room and layed on my bed trying to get something from my room and fell asleep too... wake up 30 min later to a crying Monkey he was hot as it is 80+ degrees here today! Monkey wanted to go outside as the wind was blowing and it was actually cooler outside than in my house... I have just come back inside and well now its time to be useless for a few min. Turned on the A/C which RedNeck would have a fit about where he home. Im going to sit right here on the couch and play my Game because that is all I can think about anymore... How much I just want to avoid life and play my game and let the world rush past me... I know this is not being productive and I should clean my house but I just cannot seem to make myself care about cleaning or anything other than avoiding confrontation this month or next.. my dads birthday and mine being this month and dad and mom's Anniversary of their deaths next month. I just shut down to avoid the pain! Anyways enough of my crappy life off to have some carrot swords with my babies (i.e. whole skinny carrots) then play me some WoW for a while before starting gosh knows what for dinner.. 

Pictures and Poems

So mine and my dads birthdays are April 13th, and April 14th and Gamer's is on the 15th but this time of year I always get a little down! so Im going to post some stuff about that this time around.

So this picture if just a real geeky version of the princesses and I love it so I posted it!

And of course Easter is this month so HAPPY EASTER from the coolest easter bunny ever!!!

P!nk - So What, the theme to my LIFE...

Soooo today was supposed to be REDNECK'S night off.. because it snowed in south Alabama everyone is afraid to drive, but him apparently because he got called in at noon because everyone that is there has been at the plant for more than 24 hours. He decides he needs to make up where he was sick last week and goes in... ends up in a ditch on the way there. Call me to tell me he has went into a ditch he is fine and that he was going to be late going in if they called me asking.. Ok so not so bad right well then he gets there and the girl he is relieving decides if he run off the road maybe its not such a good idea to leave so she stays.  His supervisor decides she going to try to make it home and he can just take his place gets less than a mile from the plant and finds herself also in a ditch so she comes back to the mill. REDNECK texts me and says, "Hey I am stuck here until further notice the 4 pm shift people all called in..." then he texts again and says, "my midnight relief just called in and so did the 8 am relief" this means the earliest he can get out of there is like 4 pm tomorrow if someone shows up... His stupid supervisor wont tell them they can all go home because well the plant is still functioning because most of those workers showed up and who can blame them $24+ dollars an hour is hard to swallow not getting in an economy like this!  It makes me so mad and he is just like well its more money how about your wife and kids who are stranded at the house with no way of going!  He just acts like well  the money is good why not just stay here and make it while I can maybe they will let me off sometime before Saturday after his shift... Here are a few reasons jackass, you have a family at home that count on you being around on your day off... your daughter is so upset she went to bed crying about when her daddy will be home... your wife has a possible Tubule pregnancy something that you know is life threatening! Or the fact that your family gets to see less and less of you since they call you every off day and you go in... I am so absolutely livid about REDNECK choosing his work over his family today I could spit nails!!! 

Dang those damn baby socks!

    Dang those damn baby socks!   

I haven't writin' in some time but I just had to share a bit with whomever might be out there to read my poor pathetic never updated blog... this is about my little girl tonight so hope you enjoy!

        So I figured after my kids got a bit bigger I wouldn't have to worry about tracking down little bitty baby clothes and socks ya know the ones the teeny tiny ones they wear for like a week and then you gotta get out bigger close, boy was I wrong, Had a DRAMAQUEEN and now I find myself at least once a week washing baby close that are dirty and gebus knows how she hardly ever takes here baby dolls outside but still they get dirty like they have been out side rolling around in the dirt.
      Then there is the dang socks that get lost in my washer or dryer whichever decides to eat it on any givin' day and she freaks out and is like " MOM where is that sock you are supposed to wash them both" well to my DRAMAQUEEN I did and the sock monster that lives in the laundry room has made off with yet another sock this week. If anyone has a 20 on the sock monster would you plant your foot firmly up his ass for me!Just a thought for the night. 
      On a personal note I have went back to school full time so I am no longer fully condemned to the house wife gig but I do have all the responsibility I had before while still maintaining a 3.45GPA yeah what then! I will make a better life for me and my demon spawn and get the heck out of this one horse one cop town!
      Just to recap, if you have a little girl you will not outgrow baby cloths tell she outgrows her baby dolls and then they circle back around when you become old and have grand babies; The Sock Monster is on my Hit list! and I am proud to say I am doing so well in school! 

Vaginal Fantasy!

Joined a ONLINE book club called Vaginal Fantasy !
 I can't wait to read the books that they add monthly! WE are reading Dragon Actually By,G.A. Aiken! on Dec 30th they will hold a web cast on Google+!! Im so excited to be apart of this!!! 

Veteran's Day Weekend at My House

Veteran's Day WEEKEND

      Lets start with Friday it was a typical weekday start as school is on Friday's the only difference is that Redneck works 12a-12pm which is Midnight to Noon Saturday morning... 

     Stayed Up tell 2am writing this blog beginning post Friday Night/Saturday Morning. I needed to distress from My day where in the course of it I was hit with a bombshell by someone I have been talking to in my game as well as flirting a lot with Via Private chat,, I have came to the conclusion that he's not all there and haven't been talking to him as much its not that I don't wanna be friends but he wants to talk talk to me and well Im a married woman regardless to how bad things get!  I find myself avoiding him at all cost tell he finds someone else to chat up I been thinking real seriously about changing my Alliance over it but he is one in a huge group of friends, I am torn on this!  Oh well will get that sorted out eventually!

     On Saturday I got up got the kids breakfast but I had my niece and nephew coming over so I went strait to cleaning when they got here I was on my Feet ALL Day for one reason or another! RedNeck came home and helped a little with the kids when they came in they stayed outside to avoid him lol. After my Niece and Nephew Left the Football game came on I played on the computer tell it was time for dinner and I started making dinner got all the kids a cup so they would stay out from under my feet which was Sprite for a treat for being so good all day for me the baby got on the couch by RedNeck and his bottle started spewing Soda every where UGHHH I was being screamed at for giving my son something and I went to talking under my breath about how I never seem to do anything right for him when he got pissed off and decided to eat the fries he had cooked ahead and refused to eat what I made for dinner then he went to bed,,,, I fed bathed and put the babies to bed and played on my game some while I waited tell 10:30pm to wake him which is always a screaming match because he doesnt wanna get up but he is a grown ass man I shouldnt have to stay up to make sure he gets to work.... We dont speak at all before he leaves, He leaves for work at 11:30pm and I go to bed after locking up! 

    On Sunday I got up got my babies breakfast about 7:30am  around 8:30 I got DramaQueen and Demon dressed and let them outside to play got me some coffee and got Monkey dressed, me and him went outside and I drank my coffee while they all played in the yard FINALLY a Hot cup of Coffee! Neighbor lady came over and was chatting with me about her new Bou  around 9:30 she left with her new man and I took Monkey back in the house and we picked up the living room and started on the Kitchen. Stopped long enough to get them all a cup and a snack and went back to my cleaning but keeping a check on my game.  Monkey started fussing so I put him down for a nap and then the other 2 came in running back and forth and I set up the Wii for them and they played the Wii while I played a little on my game tell lunch time then I got them lunch in enough time for RedNeck to come home from work. This is when the day Kinda goes down hill because they get really disrespectful to me when he gets home and act out. He cracked a top on a beer and got on his computer! I had the neighbor watch the kids so I could go get milk as RedNeck came in and said He had to work 10pm-6am and would be going to bed shortly. Got home to put stuff away and I swear I will NOT go back to the store on Sunday around 1pm there was so many people there and they all wanted to be in my way! RedNeck is in bed.  kids continued to play between the houses tell about 4:30 when I made them come home and clean there rooms,, After much fighting with them and Neighbor Girl came over and helped them since they helped her apparently while I was gone to the store! I clean on the bathroom and kitchen and CLOTHES if I didnt mention are a every day thing so I am for ever doing it lol. It was quite peacful in the house tell about 6pm when I got up to make Dinner called the kids in and started dinner kids running a muck in the house I gave them some chips to keep them entertained tell dinner was done (Dirty Rice with Mini Sausages) and Monkey got a hold of them and dumped them all over my living room,,,, But dinner and bath and bedtime went quick and I soon was so tired I couldnt see strait but alas I had to wait tell 9pm so I could wake up RedNeck and make sure he left for work,,,, around 9:30pm I got him out the door, locked up, and went to bed. BTW if your wondering We still are not talking! 

     This Morning (Monday) I wake to find its Raining and WET out UGHHH RedNeck has just came in 6:30am and all the kids are up, He comes in and kisses me on the cheek... I get up and none of the kids have been fed or changed or anything he tells me he will be up in a few hours as he's off today, I feed the kids and try desperately to find something on the TV that they will watch because there is no going outside today,, By 8am Monkey wants a nap from getting up so early I lay him down and fight with DramaQueen and Demon to get them settled!  I sit down here and write out my days and IDK how I done it but its Now 9:45 and they are sitting quietly watching UmiZoomi's and Monkey is up playing quietly in his room with the toys and Im off to see if I can get any game time in before RedNeck gets up and changes the channel and makes them all scream!